Cubic Zirconia

Cubic Zirconia

Pretty isn’t he?

No beautiful

Beautiful isn’t he?

There is a richenes in his thick skin

His definition appears sculptured

Beautiful isn’t he?

Is he?

Which eye are you assessing him with?

Is he beautiful?

Or his beauty only Outwardly?

Is his beauty deeper than the depth of his skin?

When I look at him

Now that I can see him

When I look at him eyes that are not shaped like hearts, goggles or needles!

When I look at him through eyes that see and are objective so that they do not feel….

There is nothing, there is no beautiful under his beautiful skin……

When I look at him

Now that I can see him

When I look at him eyes that are not shaped like hearts, goggles or needles!

When I look at him through eyes that see and are objective so that they do not feel….

I see a lie

I see a Lier….

He is a lie- a lie that is beautiful (to the blind eye!) but a lie none the less…

He is a lie!- appeasing ascetic’s with brazen deception- Deceiving and blinding vicariously via camouflage of Beautiful Black Man!…:

He is a lie

Deceiving and blinding… dishonest In his appropriation of trust and time… dishonest in his appropriation of friendship and union… dishonest in his appropriation of black woman strength, self worth and value!

When I look at him

Now that I can see him

When I look at him eyes that are not shaped like hearts, goggles or needles!

When I look at him through eyes that see and are objective so that they do not feel….

There is nothing, there is no beautiful under his beautiful skin…..

He is a power conductor….

Using deception of beautiful black man to enable ease of entry through needle eyes!!!….

He is not real!…

Or Whole……

His Beauty is not authentic…..

He is a master of disguise!

A Recidivist…..

Skilled in the dishonest appropriation of Love from you me and she!- (The worst kind of thief!)

Too coward to face the demons created in his image!

Selfishly tying you and she (not me) by way of false love penetrated so deep that soul’s and spirits are stained …….traumatised…. so severely that they hold it and his secret within……

Pretty isn’t he?

No beautiful

Beautiful isn’t he?

There is a richenes in his thick skin

His definition appears sculptured

Beautiful isn’t he?

Is he?

Which eye are you assessing him with?

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Chained

I have been at War with myself again

It is a A silent, painful and frightening War

I have retreated into myself

Scared to come out

Not wanting to come out

I have been mute

My tongue has been ripped out- Just after my heart!

There have been signs

There are always signs deep within the thickness of my silence

Only those that are interested in reading the signs are able to understand my silent language

No one has searched for me

So my silence has been my friend and confidant

I have been at War with myself again

It is a A silent, painful and frightening War

The ugly duckling is back

And it had been so long

So long since we had been together

That I had distanced myself from memories of her cruelty.

It had been so long

So long since we had been together

That I had thought that we were done

I had thought that we had made peace

I had thought that we had set each other 3Free!

That notion now seems fanciful and foolish

Apparently she is not and will never be done with me

I have been at War with myself again

It is a A silent, painful and frightening War

There are always signs deep within the thickness of my silence.

The only one that can hear them is Me!

© KLove 2018

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Shining

He causes my water to ripple as I lead him into bliss!

Blissfully pulling him forwards

He his behind but is always facing his sun

The moon and the stars are in my eyes also!

He comes to me bare! Striped down to nothing. Naked and exposed!

He comes to me like this for my healing

He comes to me like this, naked and exposed in trust and warranted expectation of my ability to lead him into my now still water that reflects his light!

His light, the light that he seeks, radiates the parameters of my essence and shines in the direction of his sun!

He likes to hold my hand whilst he wades in my still water.

My palms hold stories untold and trace answers to the questions that unwise men could not read!

My hands dictate teachings, teachings and lessons that travel out and map across my naked skin.

These teachings compass his search for his light.

He holds onto them, my hands, in his earnest, he holds on to them as the silent words penetrate the noise within karmic conversation!

We are combined in our silence!

He is a King, forward led by a (K)ween!

Naked in her craft and her being, stories and teachings mapped out over her Majesty!

He will follow, He will wade in her waters!

She will lead him to his light and his Sun!

She will provide his Peace.

© KLove 2018

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Inside Out

Inside Out

When he holds me I feel so safe!

When he holds me we are not close, we merge!

When I close my eyes, he is holding me and I feel so safe and I see the feeling of our close being so much closer than close that we have merged into one!

When I close my eyes he is here

Holding me, and it feels like more than Love and so much connection because we have to be connected in order to merge, and inside of us is the only place that I can feel so safe!

When I open my eyes I feel his presence inside mine and I search for the touch of his skin inside my feelings. As I find it

It feels like safety wrapped in Love that is ignited by the connection that keeps us so close that have merged into one as he holds me.

And I feel so safe!

© KLove 21/02/17
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Onwards

There has been so very much that has come and gone in 2017.

There has been consistency in Loss/Death/ Pain and Sadness.

There has been deaths of those still living!

There has been Devastation

There has been Change and Stagnancy

Books that are still un finished 🙍🏽🤦🏾‍♀️(me)

Words not said!

Absent apologies that were not needed for closure but for acknowledgement!

Support that ought to have come, yet didn’t from those said to love you, from those whom you being you have always supported.

All in all it has been a year of Muchness!

However……

You/ Me/ Us have survived it!

We pressers onwards in feelings and states of Pain, Devastation, Isolation, Confusion and Despair and Fear!

We have bent and flexed in and around Change!

We have Adapted!

We have Grown and Out Grown!

We have continued to Shine and to Outshine!!!!!!!

Most importantly….we have continued to Love!!! We have continued to Love in the absence of Love from others and even ourselves!

This year has been so very Much!

However it has also shown us so very Much and taught us so very Much about ourselves, about our internal strength, about our resilience and about our character.

It has shown us (appreciated or not) who we really are and most importantly who those around us Really Are!!!!!!

Allowing us to make informed decisions about the role that those around us should Really be playing in our lives and how much of a role they are deserved of us playing in theirs.

This year has been so very Much!

However it has been a year of Much Self Inventory, Growth and Over-Standing!

We will never be the same!

However, the Universe knows that in most if not all of these areas We were in need of drastic and immediate change!

The Buddha says that “before great change there is ultimate Chaos”!

We can now move on. We can now truly start over! We are now able to let go, yet hold people accountable for their part in any of our pain or hurt! Despite acknowledgment or ownership of their wrongs and/or impact!

They no longer dictate how we should feel of be affected by their actions or in actions.

This year has been so very Much!

However we are Stronger having made it through!!!

We move forward, No grudges held!

We move forward adorned in our Knowledge, Power, Blessings and our Love!

We move onwards knowing that Knowledge is every sense of the word will always = Our Power!

Nothing before it’s time!

Unlike most I use my social media to share real life thoughts, feelings, experiences, in the hopes that people will not feel isolated or ashamed. Also to encourage others to do the same.

Whatever this (calendar) New Year this 11/2 Year brings we will get through it.

Together!

It may not always look graceful, but we will get through it. There is no other way than forward. We don’t have the option or the luxury of standing still so we will Always keep it moving!

We have got this!

I have got you!

The US in our WE is OUR vehicle!

K L❤️VE’s YOU!

Happy New Page!

Big Love

Always More Light

😘😘😘Mwaaahhhh😘😘😘

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Adapter

I have tried to Tune into you on so many of these days.

These days where it has been or become so…..that I would not even be mad, historically wouldn’t matter

I tried so many times to tune into you, like before, I would channel you and you would Be there.

But there is nothing

There has been nothing

And then it dawns on me

I can no longer tune into you

I can no longer channel you

You can no longer hear me or feel my frequency

I can no longer Tune into You!

Because I am no longer connected!

Merely static and silence remains!

© KLove 2017

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Amongst the Silence

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love, how I interact and don’t interact, how I feel and don’t feel, who I like and who I don’t like, why I like and don’t like, why I will never be the same with some people again but can still love them from a distance, why I prefer to be with just me yet crave presence, how I can be with just me and yet crave a presence, who I see in my sadness and who I hear in my joy, why I feel so much yet feel numb for the most part!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am! Through all of my times, through all of my periods, through all of the getting through, I have become able in the ability to own who I am!

It may not be apparent to you!

I may not communicate it!

I don’t have to!

It’s matter for me, me and me too!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love,

Quietly

In my space

Over, under and inside my processing!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love!

I have become able in the ability to own My Aura, My Energy, My being!

I have become able in the ability to own all that is Me!

© KLove 21/02/17
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