Shining

He causes my water to ripple as I lead him into bliss!

Blissfully pulling him forwards

He his behind but is always facing his sun

The moon and the stars are in my eyes also!

He comes to me bare! Striped down to nothing. Naked and exposed!

He comes to me like this for my healing

He comes to me like this, naked and exposed in trust and warranted expectation of my ability to lead him into my now still water that reflects his light!

His light, the light that he seeks, radiates the parameters of my essence and shines in the direction of his sun!

He likes to hold my hand whilst he wades in my still water.

My palms hold stories untold and trace answers to the questions that unwise men could not read!

My hands dictate teachings, teachings and lessons that travel out and map across my naked skin.

These teachings compass his search for his light.

He holds onto them, my hands, in his earnest, he holds on to them as the silent words penetrate the noise within karmic conversation!

We are combined in our silence!

He is a King, forward led by a (K)ween!

Naked in her craft and her being, stories and teachings mapped out over her Majesty!

He will follow, He will wade in her waters!

She will lead him to his light and his Sun!

She will provide his Peace.

© KLove 2018

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Footprints on Black Hearts!

A Man

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A Man, not a boy in the shell of a Man, not a boy living in the existence of a Man, not a boy! A Man

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A Man, who is done with the Boy inside of his Man, A Man who is done with the games and the needs and the wants of a boy! A Man!

A Man who is focused on himself and his emotional and spiritual development, A Man who is evolving and elevating in his growth! He is A Man!

A Man who is able to admit that he does not have it all together all of the time, but is a work in progress, dedicated to his forward direction! I would Love this Man!

A Man

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A Man who is emotionally available! A Man who is expressive yet in control of emotion

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A Man who is mentally and physically able to be exclusively attached, yet strong enough to understand that attachment does not equate to possession! Only A Man will innerstand the necessary detachment in this here contradiction! Free spirits can not be caged. Love is an energy that functions best in Free!

A Man

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A Man who is aware of his worth, who walks in his power and his Gold so that he does not need notches or trophies or even naked attention to appease or to polish the ego of the boy inside!

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A Man

A Man who is empty of boyish lust, empty of secrets and lies and resentments that are attached to past trauma which enable and incite current feminine pain!

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A Man

A Man who is full of Love and pride in himself so that it overruns into this feminine heart!

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A Man

A Man who has time to give, yet not enough to waste Mine!

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A Man

A Man who is confident and capable in his capability to overcome all things because he is The Man! Strong in Principle and Mind!

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A Man whose skin feels like the past, present and the future, like karmic past lives and future unison against mine! Only his feeling, this Man’s feeling will be good enough to open me up!

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A Man

A Man is so much more than just a Man!

© KLove 2018

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I have tried to Tune into you on so many of these days.

These days where it has been or become so…..that I would not even be mad, historically wouldn’t matter

I tried so many times to tune into you, like before, I would channel you and you would Be there.

But there is nothing

There has been nothing

And then it dawns on me

I can no longer tune into you

I can no longer channel you

You can no longer hear me or feel my frequency

I can no longer Tune into You!

Because I am no longer connected!

Merely static and silence remains!

© KLove 2017

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Amongst the Silence

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love, how I interact and don’t interact, how I feel and don’t feel, who I like and who I don’t like, why I like and don’t like, why I will never be the same with some people again but can still love them from a distance, why I prefer to be with just me yet crave presence, how I can be with just me and yet crave a presence, who I see in my sadness and who I hear in my joy, why I feel so much yet feel numb for the most part!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am! Through all of my times, through all of my periods, through all of the getting through, I have become able in the ability to own who I am!

It may not be apparent to you!

I may not communicate it!

I don’t have to!

It’s matter for me, me and me too!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love,

Quietly

In my space

Over, under and inside my processing!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love!

I have become able in the ability to own My Aura, My Energy, My being!

I have become able in the ability to own all that is Me!

© KLove 21/02/17
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The 09th September 2017!

It’s not strange 
I know how it works

The universe works in its own way

You will be where you are meant to be 

You will be removed from where you are not meant to be

You will be where you are needed

As a light worker 

You will always be where you are needed 

And you will be removed where your work is done

It doesn’t always feel nice

It is not always nice not being in control 

Today however 

Today was

I dithered

Tube or train

I dithered 

Now or the next one

Eventually I made the move

Always rushing

Always consumed by rushing

Always consumed!!!!!

And there she was

I get on the tube 

I had stepped on the carriage before her one and got off 

Because this was obviously where I was meant to be

I had a plan of where I would be getting off

Where I should be getting off

But there she was 

She looked so small in the little seat

She was sobbing and her mascara was smeared all over her face

Her tissue looked incompetent and dirty

People can be so British 

They just sit and stare

I was born here but my orgins make that behaviour foreign to me!

I didn’t ask if she was ok

Clearly she wasn’t

I took her hand 

She looked up and smiled

I said

Amazing how no one can see you isn’t it!

I said

I see you!!!

Maybe you need to hear that today

I see you!!

I said

Is funny

You could be me

You are me

This was me just a few days ago

Except I was at a bus stop and I don’t wear make up so no mascara to evidence the turmoil

I said

It’s hard 

I see you

I said

I couldn’t help it

The other day

On any of the days that you have been me

The other day 

I sobbed

It came from nowhere

I cried for Janice 

She died

She is dead

She was 48

I’m 40

I cried for my spirit that is slowly slipping away from me

I cried for the loss of him

He is alive 

But he has left

He just left 

And now he has to be dead to me

That’s kind of worse….

I said 

I cried for the loss of my strength 

I cried because the strength of the pain is sometimes to strong to be muzzled!

No one said a word to me 

I said

They just looked on all British like

So 

I see you I said

She didn’t let go of my hand

You will be ok 

I said

You will

Trust me

I know things 

I wouldn’t be here if you wasn’t meant to know that you will be ok!

She sobbed more

I held onto her hand

I missed several stops

I didn’t even ask her name

It didn’t seem to matter

She was me and I was her so it didn’t seem to matter

I reached into my bag and as I offered her a wet wipe the other one us that had got on and immediately sat on her other side, simultaneously offered a pink petal from a flower

There are no accidents

Who walks around with pink petals in brown hand bags!

She smiled then

She tried to say thank you through the tears 

As I got up to get off I gave her a hug

She held on so tight

I whispered that she will be ok

It will be ok

You are seen 

You are Loved

You are needed 

You will be ok

You will get through this feeling

Maybe not gracefully 

But you will get through it

You are me so if I can you can do the same 

She held on tight

I feel lighter now

Maybe I needed her as much she never knew that she would receive me!

Just when I think I’m empty

I am reminded that I am Love and Love is me!

I cannot be depleted!

I will always be where I am meant to be!

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Man Up!

She doesn’t know whether they are flashbacks of memories buried deep!

Or whether they are karmic memories manifesting in future visions rubbing up against present feelings!

She knows that if these visions/karmic memories were a colour they would be Red! Cayenne Pepper Red! As deep in texture as the heat!

Hot hands rub coconut oil into his skin!

Flinches as fingers rub against the nape of his neck!

The feeling looks like breath being sucked in between clenched teeth! 

She sucks the same air back out of him and blows it against the very same spot that the fingers had just been!

Inhaling the smell of the coconut oil!

Enjoying the smell of coconut oil infused with dark chocolate!

If the smell had a name it would be:

“She shouldn’t have asked to come in/she shouldn’t have offered to cream him/her fingers work magic/draws slipping”

If his thoughts spoke an action it would be:

“Take those draws off”

Firm it!

Firm is how the feeling is responding!

Focus!

His focus is is rapidly escaping!

She intentionally mixed Argan in with the coconut. The one with Frankincense blended in.

The taste is now sweeter!

The air now feels meditative!

The act is now a meditation!

Torso

Chest

Thighs

Inside thighs 

Firm it!

Legs

Up

Focus!

Hardworking hands busy inside strong thighs!

Focus!

Firm it!

Firm, it still is!

Her setting is no longer on safety!

Stiff

Fingers are not!

Is she supposed to rub it

With the oil?

Is she supposed to rub the oil into it?

His expression sounds like controlled silence!

She feels the full force of his noise!

Firm it!

© KLove 2017

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Scratched- (your) Name (is on) That Tune

There are so many lyrics So many melodies and harmonies that sing …. of you.

It seems like just yesterday that I loved you till the end of time! 

That I wanted to dance with you outside in the rain!

That you were my Love song, one of them at least!

That I wanted to rock you eternally!

I thought that I would love you endlessly

It seems like just yesterday that I thought that Love had found its way to me!
I had thought that we would be Lovers!

But 

These tables keep turning

And 

Now the harmonies and melodies sing..

Who the fuck do you think I is?

You really Don’t Know Bout My Crew

Press Triggah We No Press People Button

Bwoy no put yuh hat weh yuh cyaan reach it!

Pussy 

This is a warning warning warning!

The Love songs have got dark because of you!

There are so many lyrics 

So many melodies and harmonies that sing …. of you.

You are not who I can run to when I need love or to fill this empty space with laughter!

You no longer bring me joy

And

Now

After all of this time

After all of these times!

I am weary

All that time spent preparing!

You are clearly not who I should be preparing for

But 

You really did feel like the sweetest thing that I have known

And

As I write the tears are rolling rolling rolling 

And

I feel like I just died

But

I am not liking this ghetto romance

I can no longer stomach this Emotional Roller Coaster- Loving you was never good for Me

You have had me chasing Fools Gold!!

I have to check out of this heartbreak hotel 

But

I can’t get you out of my mind!

And

I still want to give you caramel kisses

No she, can love you like I do! 

It’s amazing that even after all of the all of it

A small part of me still hears the melodies singing…..

Don’t Go!!!

Please stay

I need you here with me!

There are so many lyrics 

So many melodies and harmonies that sing …. of you.

How could you break my heart! – (we went through it all together! You let me down!)

How could you not see past the heaven in my eyes!

You have taken my happy feelings 

We are no longer one!

I’ve got so much things to say right now!

But 

I won’t 

I’ve got to find peace of mind!
In the future you will now want my love 

And

I will sing that you must be out of your fucking mind!

Your Love will always be hustle

And

Although I will always love you

I have no more time for your silly games

You are living in a fools paradise

You can’t be a Man about it!

You can’t see me!

I am Magnificent 

My love is and will always be King!

There are so many lyrics 

So many melodies and harmonies that sing …. of you.

But

You can’t keep this Good Woman Down

You can not negate my Greatness!

I will not Retograde!

I will remember that I am 20ft Tall

I will receive More in Time

Jah Chariot a roll an it nah leave me behind!

© KLove 2017

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