Cubic Zirconia

Cubic Zirconia

Pretty isn’t he?

No beautiful

Beautiful isn’t he?

There is a richenes in his thick skin

His definition appears sculptured

Beautiful isn’t he?

Is he?

Which eye are you assessing him with?

Is he beautiful?

Or his beauty only Outwardly?

Is his beauty deeper than the depth of his skin?

When I look at him

Now that I can see him

When I look at him eyes that are not shaped like hearts, goggles or needles!

When I look at him through eyes that see and are objective so that they do not feel….

There is nothing, there is no beautiful under his beautiful skin……

When I look at him

Now that I can see him

When I look at him eyes that are not shaped like hearts, goggles or needles!

When I look at him through eyes that see and are objective so that they do not feel….

I see a lie

I see a Lier….

He is a lie- a lie that is beautiful (to the blind eye!) but a lie none the less…

He is a lie!- appeasing ascetic’s with brazen deception- Deceiving and blinding vicariously via camouflage of Beautiful Black Man!…:

He is a lie

Deceiving and blinding… dishonest In his appropriation of trust and time… dishonest in his appropriation of friendship and union… dishonest in his appropriation of black woman strength, self worth and value!

When I look at him

Now that I can see him

When I look at him eyes that are not shaped like hearts, goggles or needles!

When I look at him through eyes that see and are objective so that they do not feel….

There is nothing, there is no beautiful under his beautiful skin…..

He is a power conductor….

Using deception of beautiful black man to enable ease of entry through needle eyes!!!….

He is not real!…

Or Whole……

His Beauty is not authentic…..

He is a master of disguise!

A Recidivist…..

Skilled in the dishonest appropriation of Love from you me and she!- (The worst kind of thief!)

Too coward to face the demons created in his image!

Selfishly tying you and she (not me) by way of false love penetrated so deep that soul’s and spirits are stained …….traumatised…. so severely that they hold it and his secret within……

Pretty isn’t he?

No beautiful

Beautiful isn’t he?

There is a richenes in his thick skin

His definition appears sculptured

Beautiful isn’t he?

Is he?

Which eye are you assessing him with?

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Chained

I have been at War with myself again

It is a A silent, painful and frightening War

I have retreated into myself

Scared to come out

Not wanting to come out

I have been mute

My tongue has been ripped out- Just after my heart!

There have been signs

There are always signs deep within the thickness of my silence

Only those that are interested in reading the signs are able to understand my silent language

No one has searched for me

So my silence has been my friend and confidant

I have been at War with myself again

It is a A silent, painful and frightening War

The ugly duckling is back

And it had been so long

So long since we had been together

That I had distanced myself from memories of her cruelty.

It had been so long

So long since we had been together

That I had thought that we were done

I had thought that we had made peace

I had thought that we had set each other 3Free!

That notion now seems fanciful and foolish

Apparently she is not and will never be done with me

I have been at War with myself again

It is a A silent, painful and frightening War

There are always signs deep within the thickness of my silence.

The only one that can hear them is Me!

© KLove 2018

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Bonnie & Clyde

Bonnie and Clyde

On the run

So that he isn’t him and she isn’t she!

So that they can be We!

So that they can be free!

On the run

From the past and the present

So that a future can be!

So that a future can be more than just words and hopes and possibly a foolish dream

On the run

Running away from difference and perception

From moments of fear and doubt, from logic and reason

So that all that there is, is the abundance of Love and acceptance that he brings!

On the run

From themselves and the reality of their forbidden and unexplainable,yet real Love

On the run

So that they can just Be!

She wants to run, now

Because the reality is always lurking

Because If they stay

Reality will never allow them to be!

They will have to run

They will have to run

So that they can be Free!

A King and his Isis!

On the run

So that he isn’t him and she is not she!

So that they can be We!

So that they can be free!

© KLove 2018

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Footprints on Black Hearts!

A Man

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A Man, not a boy in the shell of a Man, not a boy living in the existence of a Man, not a boy! A Man

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A Man, who is done with the Boy inside of his Man, A Man who is done with the games and the needs and the wants of a boy! A Man!

A Man who is focused on himself and his emotional and spiritual development, A Man who is evolving and elevating in his growth! He is A Man!

A Man who is able to admit that he does not have it all together all of the time, but is a work in progress, dedicated to his forward direction! I would Love this Man!

A Man

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A Man who is emotionally available! A Man who is expressive yet in control of emotion

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A Man who is mentally and physically able to be exclusively attached, yet strong enough to understand that attachment does not equate to possession! Only A Man will innerstand the necessary detachment in this here contradiction! Free spirits can not be caged. Love is an energy that functions best in Free!

A Man

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A Man who is aware of his worth, who walks in his power and his Gold so that he does not need notches or trophies or even naked attention to appease or to polish the ego of the boy inside!

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A Man

A Man who is empty of boyish lust, empty of secrets and lies and resentments that are attached to past trauma which enable and incite current feminine pain!

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A Man

A Man who is full of Love and pride in himself so that it overruns into this feminine heart!

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A Man

A Man who has time to give, yet not enough to waste Mine!

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A Man

A Man who is confident and capable in his capability to overcome all things because he is The Man! Strong in Principle and Mind!

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A Man whose skin feels like the past, present and the future, like karmic past lives and future unison against mine! Only his feeling, this Man’s feeling will be good enough to open me up!

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A Man

A Man is so much more than just a Man!

© KLove 2018

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Inside Out

Inside Out

When he holds me I feel so safe!

When he holds me we are not close, we merge!

When I close my eyes, he is holding me and I feel so safe and I see the feeling of our close being so much closer than close that we have merged into one!

When I close my eyes he is here

Holding me, and it feels like more than Love and so much connection because we have to be connected in order to merge, and inside of us is the only place that I can feel so safe!

When I open my eyes I feel his presence inside mine and I search for the touch of his skin inside my feelings. As I find it

It feels like safety wrapped in Love that is ignited by the connection that keeps us so close that have merged into one as he holds me.

And I feel so safe!

© KLove 21/02/17
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Onwards

There has been so very much that has come and gone in 2017.

There has been consistency in Loss/Death/ Pain and Sadness.

There has been deaths of those still living!

There has been Devastation

There has been Change and Stagnancy

Books that are still un finished 🙍🏽🤦🏾‍♀️(me)

Words not said!

Absent apologies that were not needed for closure but for acknowledgement!

Support that ought to have come, yet didn’t from those said to love you, from those whom you being you have always supported.

All in all it has been a year of Muchness!

However……

You/ Me/ Us have survived it!

We pressers onwards in feelings and states of Pain, Devastation, Isolation, Confusion and Despair and Fear!

We have bent and flexed in and around Change!

We have Adapted!

We have Grown and Out Grown!

We have continued to Shine and to Outshine!!!!!!!

Most importantly….we have continued to Love!!! We have continued to Love in the absence of Love from others and even ourselves!

This year has been so very Much!

However it has also shown us so very Much and taught us so very Much about ourselves, about our internal strength, about our resilience and about our character.

It has shown us (appreciated or not) who we really are and most importantly who those around us Really Are!!!!!!

Allowing us to make informed decisions about the role that those around us should Really be playing in our lives and how much of a role they are deserved of us playing in theirs.

This year has been so very Much!

However it has been a year of Much Self Inventory, Growth and Over-Standing!

We will never be the same!

However, the Universe knows that in most if not all of these areas We were in need of drastic and immediate change!

The Buddha says that “before great change there is ultimate Chaos”!

We can now move on. We can now truly start over! We are now able to let go, yet hold people accountable for their part in any of our pain or hurt! Despite acknowledgment or ownership of their wrongs and/or impact!

They no longer dictate how we should feel of be affected by their actions or in actions.

This year has been so very Much!

However we are Stronger having made it through!!!

We move forward, No grudges held!

We move forward adorned in our Knowledge, Power, Blessings and our Love!

We move onwards knowing that Knowledge is every sense of the word will always = Our Power!

Nothing before it’s time!

Unlike most I use my social media to share real life thoughts, feelings, experiences, in the hopes that people will not feel isolated or ashamed. Also to encourage others to do the same.

Whatever this (calendar) New Year this 11/2 Year brings we will get through it.

Together!

It may not always look graceful, but we will get through it. There is no other way than forward. We don’t have the option or the luxury of standing still so we will Always keep it moving!

We have got this!

I have got you!

The US in our WE is OUR vehicle!

K L❤️VE’s YOU!

Happy New Page!

Big Love

Always More Light

😘😘😘Mwaaahhhh😘😘😘

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Moonshine

These Moons!🙍🏽🤦🏾‍♀️💆🏾

They incite the unspoken emotions, the unspoken words, the feelings that have been buried in reading books and distraction.

There is only so long one can distract from oneself!

There are only so many words, other people’s word and stories that you can hide behind!

These last 2 moons have followed me.

They have watched me sleep and followed me on the run.

But what do you do with the unspoken words that you can’t speak unto anyone but your distraction.

The unspoken words that make those who should do better by you uncomfortable!

What can you do but swallow them and hope that they do not cause you to contract!

These moons!

There is much hate in this love that we have.

Staring at me will not make me spit!

It’s neither lady like nor refined!

Staking me will not coherse me from the tip of this verbal breakdown!

Shining a light on me will not make me strip!

If you looked deep enough, you will see that I am already bare!

There is nothing left but bile!

These Moons!

Incite the now waterless tears.

© KLove 2017

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