Sunday’s

What I love most about him

More than his intelligence and his aura and his strength, his poise, his stance, his essence (art) form (ation) and his being..

What I love most about him, is the freedom that he incites in my nakedness.

Not just skin

Yes, skin and body

But not just skin

He emotes this feeling of freedom ..

In, around, on top of, underneath …Him

Even when inside of Me

Not invading inside of me, (it never feels like an invasion..) with my back would arched and my face contorted, I am naked and free.

Naked in my being

Naked…..

In my aura, my passion, my anxiety, my angst, my story, my (her)story, my journey, my wounds, my craft, my confusion, my energies…..

Naked

& free

&

Me!

Like no other in past lives or moments, or memories, or pain, or Love or (his)tories

He sees Me

Sees through Me

Sees into Me

Even in silence

Even in words unsaid

Even when we are facing opposite directions…..

He sees Me

He feels Me

He Loves Me

Freely…

Naked and Free

He Loves Me

And that is what I love most about Him!

© KLOVE 2018

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Cubic Zirconia

Cubic Zirconia

Pretty isn’t he?

No beautiful

Beautiful isn’t he?

There is a richenes in his thick skin

His definition appears sculptured

Beautiful isn’t he?

Is he?

Which eye are you assessing him with?

Is he beautiful?

Or his beauty only Outwardly?

Is his beauty deeper than the depth of his skin?

When I look at him

Now that I can see him

When I look at him eyes that are not shaped like hearts, goggles or needles!

When I look at him through eyes that see and are objective so that they do not feel….

There is nothing, there is no beautiful under his beautiful skin……

When I look at him

Now that I can see him

When I look at him eyes that are not shaped like hearts, goggles or needles!

When I look at him through eyes that see and are objective so that they do not feel….

I see a lie

I see a Lier….

He is a lie- a lie that is beautiful (to the blind eye!) but a lie none the less…

He is a lie!- appeasing ascetic’s with brazen deception- Deceiving and blinding vicariously via camouflage of Beautiful Black Man!…:

He is a lie

Deceiving and blinding… dishonest In his appropriation of trust and time… dishonest in his appropriation of friendship and union… dishonest in his appropriation of black woman strength, self worth and value!

When I look at him

Now that I can see him

When I look at him eyes that are not shaped like hearts, goggles or needles!

When I look at him through eyes that see and are objective so that they do not feel….

There is nothing, there is no beautiful under his beautiful skin…..

He is a power conductor….

Using deception of beautiful black man to enable ease of entry through needle eyes!!!….

He is not real!…

Or Whole……

His Beauty is not authentic…..

He is a master of disguise!

A Recidivist…..

Skilled in the dishonest appropriation of Love from you me and she!- (The worst kind of thief!)

Too coward to face the demons created in his image!

Selfishly tying you and she (not me) by way of false love penetrated so deep that soul’s and spirits are stained …….traumatised…. so severely that they hold it and his secret within……

Pretty isn’t he?

No beautiful

Beautiful isn’t he?

There is a richenes in his thick skin

His definition appears sculptured

Beautiful isn’t he?

Is he?

Which eye are you assessing him with?

© KLove 21/02/18
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Shining

He causes my water to ripple as I lead him into bliss!

Blissfully pulling him forwards

He his behind but is always facing his sun

The moon and the stars are in my eyes also!

He comes to me bare! Striped down to nothing. Naked and exposed!

He comes to me like this for my healing

He comes to me like this, naked and exposed in trust and warranted expectation of my ability to lead him into my now still water that reflects his light!

His light, the light that he seeks, radiates the parameters of my essence and shines in the direction of his sun!

He likes to hold my hand whilst he wades in my still water.

My palms hold stories untold and trace answers to the questions that unwise men could not read!

My hands dictate teachings, teachings and lessons that travel out and map across my naked skin.

These teachings compass his search for his light.

He holds onto them, my hands, in his earnest, he holds on to them as the silent words penetrate the noise within karmic conversation!

We are combined in our silence!

He is a King, forward led by a (K)ween!

Naked in her craft and her being, stories and teachings mapped out over her Majesty!

He will follow, He will wade in her waters!

She will lead him to his light and his Sun!

She will provide his Peace.

© KLove 2018

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Inside Out

Inside Out

When he holds me I feel so safe!

When he holds me we are not close, we merge!

When I close my eyes, he is holding me and I feel so safe and I see the feeling of our close being so much closer than close that we have merged into one!

When I close my eyes he is here

Holding me, and it feels like more than Love and so much connection because we have to be connected in order to merge, and inside of us is the only place that I can feel so safe!

When I open my eyes I feel his presence inside mine and I search for the touch of his skin inside my feelings. As I find it

It feels like safety wrapped in Love that is ignited by the connection that keeps us so close that have merged into one as he holds me.

And I feel so safe!

© KLove 21/02/17
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I have tried to Tune into you on so many of these days.

These days where it has been or become so…..that I would not even be mad, historically wouldn’t matter

I tried so many times to tune into you, like before, I would channel you and you would Be there.

But there is nothing

There has been nothing

And then it dawns on me

I can no longer tune into you

I can no longer channel you

You can no longer hear me or feel my frequency

I can no longer Tune into You!

Because I am no longer connected!

Merely static and silence remains!

© KLove 2017

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Amongst the Silence

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love, how I interact and don’t interact, how I feel and don’t feel, who I like and who I don’t like, why I like and don’t like, why I will never be the same with some people again but can still love them from a distance, why I prefer to be with just me yet crave presence, how I can be with just me and yet crave a presence, who I see in my sadness and who I hear in my joy, why I feel so much yet feel numb for the most part!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am! Through all of my times, through all of my periods, through all of the getting through, I have become able in the ability to own who I am!

It may not be apparent to you!

I may not communicate it!

I don’t have to!

It’s matter for me, me and me too!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love,

Quietly

In my space

Over, under and inside my processing!

I have become able in the ability to own who I am, what I do, how I feel, how I love!

I have become able in the ability to own My Aura, My Energy, My being!

I have become able in the ability to own all that is Me!

© KLove 21/02/17
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Sharing is caring!

Life is full of signs signs and more signs!Has been a lot and exhausting lately but I am committed to kloveism! I am committed to spreading Love and assisting and inciting healing! So I continue to share.

This beautiful soul randomly connected with me. She shared and i listened.
Shared words are for sharing!

I shared these words with a light that chose to share with me!
Now I’m sharing them with you as when I read them back I realised that I needed them too!
“I write what I feel because I write as Therapy!

I write my feelings out. Sad, happy, lustful whatever it may be.

We spend a lot of years holding feelings and emotions in because we are conditioned to believe that there is one way.

We don’t want to be seen as sad or feeling, so we as you say “try” not to be sad or feeling.
But that’s not real or healthy.

That is exactly what causes depression and anxiety and escapism in drink and drugs and sex.
We have to engage with our feelings and emotions whatever they may be because they are ours and they are internal so we are entitled to them and entitled to process them as we please!
I’m an introvert (not a fan of labels as I am soul and love not a thing, but some things are easier for people to understand or digest with one I suppose) so sharing does not come easy to me, however I do it to empower others to speak their truth in their way, for them so that they can heal.
It is a reality that life is not always easy.

For some it is harder than most!

There is no shame in honestly and openly expressing this.

In fact it’s quite the opposite.
You have to do what feels right for you.

You know what affects you as much as what waters your growth so just keep doing you!
She reminded me why I started this!

Unbeknownst to her, she reminded me that I have things to finish!!!
You keep going!

Keep doing you.

You are beautiful, blessed,loved and needed!!!! ”
BIG L❤️VE

KLove

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