Who don’t hear must feel!

He isn’t coming back And he shouldn’t 
He ought not 

He should not have ever looked my way

He should never have spoken to me 

He should not have used his voice to hypnotise me

I ought never have listened

I should have covered both ears 

I should have closed my eyes, all 3

I should have sage’d and sea salted him out of my heart and my memories 

But….

How could I have rid him when he has always been there

When he has been shadowing me

When our paths were destined to cross, eventually

From mutual friends to localities 

Our meeting was always destined

He ought not have pursued it

He, of Him, knowing himself and karmically knowing me, should have used his powers for as opposed to on me

He isn’t coming back this time

I don’t think

I’m not sure

He ought not

But that hasn’t stopped him before

It hasn’t stopped me from welcoming him either

I don’t want him to come back

I don’t want to settle 

For what 

I said no comprising on anything 

For what

I need more

I need better 

I should have it

Why not

I don’t want him to come back

But…. I didn’t want him to leave either 

© KLove 2017

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Thiefs and Liers!

My energy…..you sucked on it like a long never ending cigarette You seemed to crave it in the same way

Except my energy despite its satisfying addictiveness is not toxic

You wasted so much of it

You ought to have ingested it

Instead You chose to blow it away

What a waste!
© KLove 2017

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Mood Rings 6: They don’t check in!

Love doesn’t always feel nice

I am love

Neither do I
Love often feels painful and isolating. It causes you to hurt

I am Love

I often feel these feelings

I am love
But…..

I hurt too
I have mastered the art of the the Game Face
But….

This really is not a Game!
I have mastered the art of the smile
But….

If I were asked to prove its credentials I would have nothing genuine to offer! 

It would be unsupported and invalid 
I have mastered the art of being unpresently present!
But….

Most are not close enough to see where I truly am!
I have mastered the art of silence!

Silence is the best discourse to mute judgement and lack of understanding Most do not seek answers

Most do not have accurate questions

Yet most feel qualified to judge
I have mastered the art of loving 

Of loving those who need love

Of loving those who are undeserved of the standard of my love

Most do not appreciate the apple tree effect of their being 

I have mastered the art of loving despite this
But…..

A master 

After years of mastering things

A true master 

has to retire eventually

A master 

After years of mastering things

A true master 

When there is nothing left to truly master 

A master 

A true master 

Knows that it is time to leave!

© KLove 2017

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