I have been fighting this annoying yet persistent urge to call you.
But to say what?
It’s been such a long time, and for the most part you have been on my mind, lingering in the backs of my eyes, so that you’re visible whenever I close them. But mainly, and in these quite, reflective, unoccupied moments.
You probably haven’t given me a 2nd or even any thought since we last spoke.
How time so quickly passes by, that was almost year ago, so much yet so little has happened within that time.
I don’t know what I want to say to say to you. I just want to call. To speak, to hear your voice, for you to hear mine, so that maybe you will remember that you should have/ that you were meant to love me, that we were meant to accidenly fall together!
I don’t have much to say to you. I just want to hear you breathe, so that I can breathe at the same time! Whilst in my head I tell you everything that I have been thinking, everything that I have written and been feeling. Whilst I recite to you my little love rhyme that sits perfectly over the beat of your breathing with mine, and is entitled using your name and mine, because our names fit so well together that they could = the best love story of our time! Just like us, our names would make a perfect combination, if we were to actually combine!
I don’t know what I would say to you, if you were actually on the line. I just want to call you.
But I won’t.
I have too much pride!
These ideas of mine always write out better on my paper, than they would in real time!
I just wanted to call you.
But I won’t.
I will just savor this moment with you whilst I close my eyes.
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