Feel so heavy and laden!
I desire/long for that feeling of free on me!
It shows up sometimes.
But it shows out so quickly that I am left wondering as to its authenticity. Left wondering if it were real.
I long for that feeling of free on me.
That feeling of weightlessness, to feel less Heavy!
I watch people as they walk and I notice how different their walk is compared to my walking.
Their steps look light and easy, whilst mine look and feel like the load that I carry!
I long for these feelings!
I imagine them to feel like the release that the self harmer speaks of feeling when the object pierces skin!
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