Life can be so solitary.
Such a sad and lonely place to be and to navigate.
How do I get through without love?
Inspite of my self doubt, my seemingly addiction to the darkness.
How do I keep moving forward?
Without a him.
I see couples everywhere. Happy. Loved up. In Love.
I smile. They are beautiful!
Then I frown! They are smug!
I am jealous….. Maybe.
I see mothers and children every where. Happy. Loved up. In Love.
I smile. They are beautiful.
I touch my stomach. Then I frown. No babies. No one to make a Love with me.
I am jealous……Maybe.
I see families and friends everywhere. Happy. Loved up. In like and in Love.
I smile. They are beautiful. It is beautiful to see.
I reflect! And then I frown. This is not a picture that is vivid in my memory.
How do I get through this?
I am beautiful.
I am and I have ME.
I smile and then I cry, and I pray, and I meditate. I hope.
I believe in beautiful and Love. I believe in You and him, a him, I believe in us and me.
At the end of my path, will be Love, and happiness.
No more solitary Me.
© KLove 2013